What about ponder...

Alright. Its 9:00am on Tuesday. For some reason, my students feel that school is not an important thing. I find it hard to believe that out of my 6 students that I have first hour, not a single one of them has decided to wake up and come to school. Or at least not to come to school at the actuall time it starts. My bet is, I will see at least a few of them by lunch. Of course, by then, it does no good for me. So, in the meanwhile, I sit here and think about what an exciting and fun lesson I had planned for the students that didnt show up. . So, then I ponder...... School.. I ponder life.. I ponder what I want to do after work... Ponder.. isnt that a funny word. If you say it enough, it just starts to sound completley ridiculous! Maybe, somebody was going to wonder about something one day, and mispronounced the word and "ponder" came out. It very well may be a completley accidental word. I wish my accidental words could become part of the english language. We all know, or you will know very soon if you keep reading what is going to be forthcoming, that I like to make up my own words... Or at least use common words in very unique ways.
So, tonight I am going to go and see "The Village". I have already seen it, but a friend wants to go and do out traditional movied night that we used to do on Tuesdays - at least we did before I started on my bowling league that is also on Tuesdays. (The bowling stories will have to wait for another day - but.. be ready for some funny times with that one).
My goal, is to account my entire life onto these blogs. Every thought - well, maybe not every thought, but enough to fufill my needed blogness. Everybody always told me that I needed to keep a journal, but really.. I dont like writing in books.. I much more enjoy sitting here at the computer and just writing whatever may come to my head at the moment... and I apoligize right now for whatever comes out that is completely dumb. I tend to have blonde moments, but to be honest, I think they make life more interesting and add character to a person.
Here I continue to sit. realizing that my hopes that at least one of my 1st hour students will show up before the 9:35 bell rings, only to be hit by the realization that it wont happen. So, here I sit.. another 20 minutes left for me to ponder about whatever I feel the urge to ponder about. Afterall, Im at work.. Heaven forbid... I actually work...